Dead as dead can be, the doctor tells me
so it's been a while... It's always been a while isn't it?
As usual I've been working my ass off. Not much change there, Ian has joined the Army and is gone now.. So now maybe I'll be online more.... when I'm not dead tired that is, I need to catch up on my emails... a whole 3 people lol.... I'm just lazy... I keep meaning to write, but whatever... for some reason this morning I decided to write in this thing rather than email... I don't have much to say to anyone, and I'm not sure why.
I went to go get my Gonzo tattoo last night in honor of the late, great Doctor Thompson... but they wanted $80-$100 for it, and I just don't think It's worth it... There is like no detail to it at all... It's so simple... so I'm going to wait and go with Eric and a couple of his friends, Tropical Tattoo is known for giving group discounts.... but my plan was to get my other one then, because I know it's going to cost more... who knows, maybe i'll get both of them in one night....
So, as I told Cassandra last night; The corperations have somehow found a way to hypnotise me into liking something that a year ago I would have spit on... It's like they have come up with some sort of signal that interacts with my brain in order to conform, or shape me into what they want... I'm changing again... my basis for this is that I absolutely love "Since U Been Gone" by Kelly Clarkson... I can't get that song out of my head, I listen to the top 40 station at work all day just to hear it, then I come home and watch the video, as a matter of fact, I might watch the video again after I finish with this... I've downloaded the ringtone for my phone... it's always in my head... I'm fucking trapped and there's no way out, those Swine have got me hooked... 5FF is getting back together, we're going to cover it... I've already learned how to play it... no escape.
Going to try and quit smoking again... once my day off comes that is, that first day can't happen while I'm at work.. it just doesn't happen.. so once my day off comes, i'll be giving it another shot.... i'm getting to that point where I have to.. I'm coughing shit up all the time now, my breathing is horrible, can't take deep breaths... I wake myself up in the middle of the night with my weezing, and I crashed on Richard's couch a few nights ago and he said the sound of my breathing was just utterly disturbing and loud... so I guess it's time to quit... been meaning to make a doctors appointment in order to get a chest x-ray... but I'll probably keep forgetting, i have other things to do... like now, i need to watch the Kelly Clarkson video and go to work.
As usual I've been working my ass off. Not much change there, Ian has joined the Army and is gone now.. So now maybe I'll be online more.... when I'm not dead tired that is, I need to catch up on my emails... a whole 3 people lol.... I'm just lazy... I keep meaning to write, but whatever... for some reason this morning I decided to write in this thing rather than email... I don't have much to say to anyone, and I'm not sure why.
I went to go get my Gonzo tattoo last night in honor of the late, great Doctor Thompson... but they wanted $80-$100 for it, and I just don't think It's worth it... There is like no detail to it at all... It's so simple... so I'm going to wait and go with Eric and a couple of his friends, Tropical Tattoo is known for giving group discounts.... but my plan was to get my other one then, because I know it's going to cost more... who knows, maybe i'll get both of them in one night....
So, as I told Cassandra last night; The corperations have somehow found a way to hypnotise me into liking something that a year ago I would have spit on... It's like they have come up with some sort of signal that interacts with my brain in order to conform, or shape me into what they want... I'm changing again... my basis for this is that I absolutely love "Since U Been Gone" by Kelly Clarkson... I can't get that song out of my head, I listen to the top 40 station at work all day just to hear it, then I come home and watch the video, as a matter of fact, I might watch the video again after I finish with this... I've downloaded the ringtone for my phone... it's always in my head... I'm fucking trapped and there's no way out, those Swine have got me hooked... 5FF is getting back together, we're going to cover it... I've already learned how to play it... no escape.
Going to try and quit smoking again... once my day off comes that is, that first day can't happen while I'm at work.. it just doesn't happen.. so once my day off comes, i'll be giving it another shot.... i'm getting to that point where I have to.. I'm coughing shit up all the time now, my breathing is horrible, can't take deep breaths... I wake myself up in the middle of the night with my weezing, and I crashed on Richard's couch a few nights ago and he said the sound of my breathing was just utterly disturbing and loud... so I guess it's time to quit... been meaning to make a doctors appointment in order to get a chest x-ray... but I'll probably keep forgetting, i have other things to do... like now, i need to watch the Kelly Clarkson video and go to work.