idk random stuff i guess
Yeah so my brother cut his toe really bad and had to go to the er to get 7 stitches and that was thusrday night until 12 which sucked caus i had band camp the next day....ugh it was cool seeing the whole stitching process caus i have never seen it done before. I've had many but never watched.I wanted to go to ambers house last night and help her bake and watch her cousins but mom wouldnt let me go oso i was upset. I did hook her up with aaron though. I love how i can hook up all my friends with someone but when it comes to me ...umm lets not go there.
Yeah so i sorted out some of my old stuff that i kept in boxees and it made me really upset and i still have to finish it.. I found pics of me and my gramma and cards from my aunt bonnie who passed away in 98 and i just let it out so today has been really upsetting for me. I mean i know that its been a while since my grandma died but i guess that i still haven't gotten over it and i really odnt know if i ever will. I know bonnie went through the same thing but i was younger and couldn't understand it as well. But to see someone you love go through that and not be able to do anything but sit there and tell them its ok it kills you inside. I hate it that i still see that last image of her replay whenever i close my eyes. I still see her body lying there cold and she didnt squeeze my hand back....she didnt squeeze my hand back
Yeah so i sorted out some of my old stuff that i kept in boxees and it made me really upset and i still have to finish it.. I found pics of me and my gramma and cards from my aunt bonnie who passed away in 98 and i just let it out so today has been really upsetting for me. I mean i know that its been a while since my grandma died but i guess that i still haven't gotten over it and i really odnt know if i ever will. I know bonnie went through the same thing but i was younger and couldn't understand it as well. But to see someone you love go through that and not be able to do anything but sit there and tell them its ok it kills you inside. I hate it that i still see that last image of her replay whenever i close my eyes. I still see her body lying there cold and she didnt squeeze my hand back....she didnt squeeze my hand back