were gonna die like this ya know....miserable and old

[endlessdancing]

well to start off on a good note next week is 4-20!!!! and that week is going to fly by, thank god! theres only 31 days left but i counted the ltm and half day as one day together. i can deffinitly handle that being that a good 6 days are bullshit days anyway plus these last days of this week are almost over....today i took the CPT test (college placement test, for dual enrollment next yr) and i got a 99 on my skills for writting sentences and grammar, a 78 on my reading, and a lowsy fucking 50 on my math haha and my mom has a doctorette in math, DAMN! after that i went out to dinner with my mom it was cute we talked pleasantly for once...as for the guy department, well thats not so good as always, which is why i fucking did what i did lol...well so i cal **insert name here** and he didnt answer so i texted him and then i called him one last time and this time was a big deal because if he didnt answer or call back then i was gonna do something drastic...guess what? he fucking didnt call back lol so i got really depressed because this is what always happens which is why i never have a b/f or anything! so i decided that i was sick of all htese kids and i dleted about 50 numbers (mostly guys) out of my phone, but i kept my close GIRL friends and a slected few guys VERY selected like only 2 guys that i would call. now i cant call them and i will be a lot happier knowing that hey mean that much less lol...wow now that i think about it it does sound pathetic but o0o well. so my grades are pretty good though and i lost weight, and im trying to lose a little more...and im just happy especially because i also talked to this guy friend (that i deleted too) that de-friended me because of this stupid stupid girl! and we caught up and he said the famous last words "ill call you back, which means NOW that i wont hear from him again unless i see him randomly lol but i think thats ok...and now its time for bed ill re-update later
love always
Danielle