life just isnt what it seems

[endlessdancing]

this week i have learned a lot or realized alot of shit about life in gerneral. When we were kids everything was so great, skewl, our parents, the world, our friends but now that weve grown up everything has changed and become not that great. when we were little we didnt have to worry about being fat or ugly or too short, we didnt have to worry about skewl because learning was fun, there were no drugs and no wars that we knew of all we had to say to our parents was im sry and look really cute and we could get away with anything. we used to idolize our parents and elders. but now that im growing up i have realized that this world sucks, its full of so many horrible ppl, there are always problems with the world like iraq and shit, i always have to worry about friends and whether im too fat or too ugly, you have to worry about diseases and shit. and i also have come to realize how my parents arent anything either, like when i was little i wanted to be them when i grew up but now that i know everything i would never wish that. today has been one of the hardest days in a while for me lol... if u cant tell. i got in trouble in skelw with a gay mother that complained about me and of few of my friends to the skewl and all this stupid bullshit, well i have one thing to say to that mother, go find a new hobby or a life because obviously yours sucks! also today i had the balls to call this really bitchy girl about something her b/f did and give her the details and all she did was bitch me out the entire day! and told me all this shit and im just over it i really hate ppl in general....so i am now ging to have to deal with that for the next like month or 2 and that deffinitely sucks. other than that life is good or better than it seems, i have made up with a lot of ppl i didnt think i was really friends with including my oldest but best friend mary lol which is awesome. and i became kinda good friends with this boy matt that really is a nice kid and has helped me a lot with a bad situation and i thank him if he reads this.. but thts all for now g2g study or watch tv lol
x0x Dani