ahhh!
ahhhhh sometimes i really hate my life! why do i have to be stuck with my cracked out parents everyone thinks that they are so nice but SHE is not! my fucking mom lives to bitch and yell at me and punish me its what her goal in life is or else she would get really bored. if i didnt hve friends like that i cared about and a life outside of the weekdays lol then i would be at the same point i was in the beghinning of last yr. which was pretty low i was so depressed and ppl could tell i had no one not even a best friend it was really bad but now everything changed and its all gravy nothing is too bad but nothings too good. as of lately though after that really bad report card my mom has been on lockdown and been really bitchy and i havent been alowed to go out on weekdays which is crazy and i finally quit dance after eagle-ettes at the studio but my mom is always home and doesnt tutor as much as she used to which sucks because she just annoys me and usually i can hole back my anger and my attitude problem but lately i really cant i have been the biggest bitch back to her and she deserves every bit of it. i wish i could just live on my own or with a friend! how awesome would that be, but maybe after 1 more yr that will def maybe happen! my mom told me she wanted to punch my face in lol and she told me to goto hell. cant u feel the love? she has even told me that she hated me b4 and i have never called her a bitchj or said i hate her to her face not even when she was really mean last yr. im kind of concerned about my sex life lol not that badly but only a little i think i should stop hooking up with guys for a little while before i get a really bad rep lol granted i havent since before christmas break but b4 that i did lol. i just want her to leave me alone let me fuck up it will be my fault and will relaly only be my problem in the end right o0o well 1/2 more yrs! thats all i will write back the next time something good happens.
x0x dani
x0x dani