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May 31, 2004 09:58

Sorry for my last entry, for those of you who read it. I was going to delete it, but that is honestly how I feel so I don't care if it is a bit dramatic.

This weekend was the much anticipated Guilderland, as some of you already know. In the past it has been one of my favorite tournaments, but this year it was just okay, if not lesser than that. We played alright, but could have done a lot better. I turned my ankle and sat out for a game, but sucked it up and played the rest.

My past suspiscions were confirmed this weekend as well. I learned that someone is not really who I thought they were, and it just goes to show you how differently a person can act when around different people. I think I get myself into trouble by dreaming because I think-up this perfect night and then I just set myself up to be let down. You can tell when a persons heart is no longer in what they do, even if they sweet talk you a ton and it sucks, but I guess that is just how guys are these days. I think my weekend would have been better if both of us didn't force it into something that we thought it could be, rather than what it really was.

I have a ton of cleaning and studying to do today that I should probably get started on.

Bye kids-
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