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Oct 08, 2006 21:55

Shelby,

I'm publicly apologizing to you for everything I've done in our relationship. I owe you an infinite amount of apologies. You commonly say that it's 50/50 as far as who starts arguments... no baby, it's not. It's more like, 95/5. It's pretty much every bit my fault, and you know that. I've made the biggest, most insane deal out of the craziest stuff, and I've been so wrong for so many things I have done. I'm not what you deserve. You should have a much better guy than me, but I just can't give up on you, because this relationship has worked out before, and by God, I will make it work again. I know you didn't want your myspace deleted. And I didn't want it to be the way it is. I know you really want one, but like I told you, I've seen what they do to relationships, and as bad as ours is, we just can't have anything else to mess it up. But I promise, baby, from the bottom of my heart, I'm going to make you happy. I will do everything that I can think to do to make up for it. And, I will do my damn best to make up for all the horrible things I've done in the past. Whatever I do, I'll say it again: I promise that you will be happy. I can't lose you baby. That's why I never mean it when I tell you that it's over and we're through. I can't live life without you. You are the very source of life to me... without you, I'm not alive. You are everything to me. You are the most beautiful and, most of the time, sweetest girl that I know. I don't want anyone else but you. You are the one. I gave you a piece of jewelry signifying that I want us to be together forever, and baby, I mean it. I want us to stick together through everything, and even if we have to fight to keep this relationship going, we'll win, because no matter what, I'm going to love you more than you can ever imagine. We always promised that we would be together forever, no matter what. I'm keeping my promise baby, and my new promise to you, is that I will make you happy. I'm changing for you, Shelby... everything will be better. I promise.

With every bit of my love,
Paul (Your sugar baby!)
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