FAILURE!
Remember how I said that I need to stop letting little things bother me...
I'm failing.
I'm failing to seee the good in things
I'm failing to make MYSELF happy
I'm failing to feel any sort of satisfaction.
It's like I REFUSE to feel satisfied. I know I'm lucky with many aspects of my life, I know I'm better off than some people when it comes to school, family, etc. I KNOW this. Then why can't I let that satisfy me.
I seriously neeed to go on retreat. I need to get away.
//EDIT:
yeah, okay. feel good, because you win.
I'm failing.
I'm failing to seee the good in things
I'm failing to make MYSELF happy
I'm failing to feel any sort of satisfaction.
It's like I REFUSE to feel satisfied. I know I'm lucky with many aspects of my life, I know I'm better off than some people when it comes to school, family, etc. I KNOW this. Then why can't I let that satisfy me.
I seriously neeed to go on retreat. I need to get away.
//EDIT:
yeah, okay. feel good, because you win.