WTF?
.well im so tired of my family right now, im just so freaking tired of them, is there any way possible that i can trade them in for a new pair of parents? or better yet a whole new family?
.. i do so much for everyone around here, i clean up i make sure the house is in order, i do stuff that im not pose to do only because its not gonna get done if i dont. i watch kids all day long, til around 5 or 6. i get up with them in the morning and take care of them all day..changing them, feeding them, making sure they get there meds, just straight up caring for them. the past couple of nights, i have been watching them for a good long while, while dad was away i had the kids for a night and a WHOLE NIGHT i had them. i put them to bed at 8. & even last night i put them to bed..
...im so tired of everything. i do so much for everyone around here and i barely get anything in return. oh you think letting me see my boyfriend is gonna pay back for everything, or letting me get my belly peirced, is gonna make me happy. NO DEF NOT..none of that makes me happy, yeh seeing my boyfriend does, but it doesnt make me the happy where im not pissed off when i have to watch these kids..that by the way are my fucking brothers...hello my fagget ass mom left her fucking kids...what a fucking GREAT mom she is...man you just gotta love her...HELL NO! im pissed im doing her job that she should be doing, and no one thanks me, they always have something stupid and just outta line to say..IM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!!
....i mean hello i wanted to see my boyfriend today, and my dad said yesterday i could because its been a while..hell almost a week & if you dont count last thursday it would be 2 weeks, so he said i could see him, and well today hes telling me that i cant because he has to do something with my little brother "open house" and he cant take the babies & he needs to go and get food, and he was like "well can you do it tomorrow, when i get home you can leave or something and come back around 11 like you usually do" well lets see...ALYSHA IS GETTING HER FUCKING TEETH FEELED TOMORROW AROUND 2 IN THE AFTERNOON, IM SURE THAT AROUND 7 OR 8 MY MOUTH IS STILL GONNA BE NUMB...uuhhh I JUST WANNA YELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just really hate it...i wish i was thanked around here.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay im outta here...comment me....
I LOVE YOU TYLER