:'(
Everything is so fucked up....My week was ok...and now, I just sat behind my laptop, read a msg from my best friend (the guy, not my best girl-friend) and it feels like my whole world falls apart....
FUCK EVERYTHING !!!
Want to cut so badly now but still at my parents house...tonight home again...
I'm so tired of it all...for what I have to go on? for who? I almost begin to wish my paretns where dead so I could kill myself...because I wont/cant hurt them now if I did it now...
Ah well, who knows...maybe that wont stop me anymore soon....
FUCK EVERYTHING !!!
Want to cut so badly now but still at my parents house...tonight home again...
I'm so tired of it all...for what I have to go on? for who? I almost begin to wish my paretns where dead so I could kill myself...because I wont/cant hurt them now if I did it now...
Ah well, who knows...maybe that wont stop me anymore soon....