Alysia the fuckup
So its summer, and its all about having fun. So why is it that i'm not having fun?
Yes there have been a few good drunk times already this summer but loooking back at them they dont even seem like good times [but i did have fun gettin drunk with cynthia of course]
ive just fucked up already
and the only thing i can think of to make me feel better, is go out and get fucked up, but then i'm back where i started.
I've hurt more then one person already and i feel like if i even apologize now it'll seem likes its too late. I shouldnt have waited so long, but by fighting this it's just waiting even longer
I feel very useless and depressed today.