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I'm sad right now... I haven't been really sad in a very very long time. Which is weird, i was never a very happy person, but i can honestly say, i really have not felt depressed/sad in MONTHS or cried in even long.
I'm sad because things just dont seem that great today, and everyone else is depressed.
Laura, I love you and i know it sucks losing things that have been there with you forever.
Saturday I really opened up to Davy, not my cousin davy but the singer for detroit power source. I forgot to mention hanging out with him in my other post. Anyways, I told him he was seriously my hero and a bunch of other shit. Pretty much i got all sentimental and told him there was nobody like him, blah blah blah. So to hear him say today that everyone in the world stabs him in the back, and so if we dont ever see him again we know why.......that throughly depressed me.
I've come to realize every time someone has told me they were going to kill themselves, they never did...but still its just human to be really worried about someone you care about I guess. I sent him a really long and sweet message and i just want him to get online and read it before he does anything stupid. I so sad now....
I'm sad because things just dont seem that great today, and everyone else is depressed.
Laura, I love you and i know it sucks losing things that have been there with you forever.
Saturday I really opened up to Davy, not my cousin davy but the singer for detroit power source. I forgot to mention hanging out with him in my other post. Anyways, I told him he was seriously my hero and a bunch of other shit. Pretty much i got all sentimental and told him there was nobody like him, blah blah blah. So to hear him say today that everyone in the world stabs him in the back, and so if we dont ever see him again we know why.......that throughly depressed me.
I've come to realize every time someone has told me they were going to kill themselves, they never did...but still its just human to be really worried about someone you care about I guess. I sent him a really long and sweet message and i just want him to get online and read it before he does anything stupid. I so sad now....