Sep 02, 2004 15:29
haha..that makes me happy. but anyway..havent done much latly. charles burned me the perfect circle cd and its really good. ohh and im not doin to good in biology. but i guess part of me doesnt care anymore. anyway...andys lj said that i was a bit to happy. im glad he thinks that. i think most people i kno do think that. which is good cause i have now realized that there is no point in telling other people my problems when i kno they cant help. so i just let everyone else tell me there problems and i give advice. and when i really am sad..i smile and laugh and act like im all dandy. thats wat im best at. i guess u could say its lieing, to myslef and to my friends. but if it makes them happy to think im happy, i dont care. .....im really starting to like this guy. even tho i dont want to..i cant help myself. cause lord knos that boy dont like me. and this isnt even the low self-estem talking. i mean..i thought he kinda did like me. mainly cause rosie told me she thought he did. haha. but um..the past few days i can tell he doesnt. but its all good. and clay is no longer in the picture. it would never work and i kno it. anyway...im guna go study and pack to go to s-town for the w.e....ohh and timmeh said i was a prep today. :(
lata-katie-