this is the first sat. ive been home in like 2 months!

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omg...do u kno how weird this feels..im just sittin here. and thats all ive done all nite. wow! but anyway...i just sat around today..didnt do anything cause i didnt feel like it. tried to call brookie and see if she wanted to do anything but no one answered. and i forgot i had her call number till like 10 minutes ago. so that sucks. but last nite i went to tims house and hung out with him andy and jason. i found out that andy might me movin to dallas around chirstmas. that makes me really sad cause i love andy to death! and today jason told me that tim said he wanted to move back to cali. i was like..uhh...NO! they cant both leave. i mean...neather of them can leave. but if they both left at like the same time that would kill me even more. cause those two were like the first good friends i had here. hell they were the first people i knew here. and yeah ive got new friends at haughton. but andy and tim are still at the top of the list. aww thats guna make me ohhh sooo sad if they move. *sniff sniff* but on a happier note i get to go see rach, keke, krystal, b-rad, magz, john john, and all the other people in s-town that i love next weekend. that makes me really excited cause i miss them alot. and me and mom are actually getin along. thats like freakin amazing! ok well i am tired...and its only like 11. omg this is so sad.

aww i had my first sad frank thought in like a week today...it was bad. but anyway...

i love you all..nite nite