In this time of waiting, I would love to feel that tear, and feel myself bleeding...
Well, I am having so much fun being single right now its sick...kind of depressing too but still having fun, I have been laughing and flirting all week with alot of girls its been great.
On a bad note, I don't believe I will be continuing my persistence with Tiffany, it seems like a waste of my time, I don't know where to go with it anymore...I'm bored with her and her mom, I don't want to hang on to this fantasy that maybe we will be allowed to date..."allowed" being the key word. I dont know though she is great sometimes and really hot, but I'm getting past her attractivness for her bitchiness sometimes she can really be a pain in the ass and no fun to be around.
Well I have been on the meds for about a week now and it seems like they are working, I have been on a pretty good mood level all week I was a little mopey yesterday but it was not nearly as bad as it usually is...I'm happy for once again and its nice to have a smile on my face.
I've been talking with Cinda, its really depressing shes been telling me that she still has feelings for me and all that shit, and yeah I can admit I miss her but I dont know, I dont want a relationship right now...like I said I'm happy being single and having fun flirting even if I know its not gonna go anywhere, yeah I still have feeling for her but not like I used to and she keeps pushing trying to get me to say something I dont want to...I'm not ready for that shit again and all that grief, I dont need it.
On a bad note, I don't believe I will be continuing my persistence with Tiffany, it seems like a waste of my time, I don't know where to go with it anymore...I'm bored with her and her mom, I don't want to hang on to this fantasy that maybe we will be allowed to date..."allowed" being the key word. I dont know though she is great sometimes and really hot, but I'm getting past her attractivness for her bitchiness sometimes she can really be a pain in the ass and no fun to be around.
Well I have been on the meds for about a week now and it seems like they are working, I have been on a pretty good mood level all week I was a little mopey yesterday but it was not nearly as bad as it usually is...I'm happy for once again and its nice to have a smile on my face.
I've been talking with Cinda, its really depressing shes been telling me that she still has feelings for me and all that shit, and yeah I can admit I miss her but I dont know, I dont want a relationship right now...like I said I'm happy being single and having fun flirting even if I know its not gonna go anywhere, yeah I still have feeling for her but not like I used to and she keeps pushing trying to get me to say something I dont want to...I'm not ready for that shit again and all that grief, I dont need it.