Well, I have decided...
I dont think I'm going to go to Michigan as soon as I was going to...I had a long talk with Aaron and I confided in him more than I ever have before and alot said alot of shit I have been eeping in my head for the last like four or five years....and when he dropped me off at home I sat on the porch, smoked a black, and cried because hearing my self say all that shit, killed me a little bit because knowing that its true...I dont know...I just want to be right in my head before I go anywhere right now.
I told my mom everything I told Aaron and I told her I needed help...and she set up a doctors appointment for me on Friday at 1 p.m. They are going to lock me away I know it...I'm so scared I should have just kept my mouth shut...I want to cry. I love you all.
ARMOR FOR SLEEP LYRICS
"The Truth About Heaven"
Walk past my grave in the dark tonight,
Saw the stone and the note you left for me,
to answer your question I just had to leave,
I just had to leave,
But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I'm miserable up here without you, miserable up here without you
Found my way back in the dark tonight,
Couldn't wake up not right next to you,
I'd trade forever to just hear you say the sound of my name,
But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I'm miserable up here without you, miserable up here without you
Don't believe that it's better when you leave everything behind,
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die,
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long (all day long),
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I'm miserable up here without you, miserable up here without you
[x2]
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
I told my mom everything I told Aaron and I told her I needed help...and she set up a doctors appointment for me on Friday at 1 p.m. They are going to lock me away I know it...I'm so scared I should have just kept my mouth shut...I want to cry. I love you all.
ARMOR FOR SLEEP LYRICS
"The Truth About Heaven"
Walk past my grave in the dark tonight,
Saw the stone and the note you left for me,
to answer your question I just had to leave,
I just had to leave,
But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I'm miserable up here without you, miserable up here without you
Found my way back in the dark tonight,
Couldn't wake up not right next to you,
I'd trade forever to just hear you say the sound of my name,
But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I'm miserable up here without you, miserable up here without you
Don't believe that it's better when you leave everything behind,
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die,
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long (all day long),
I wanna find you so bad and let you know
I'm miserable up here without you, miserable up here without you
[x2]
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die