where have all the black pens gone...

[ending_in_y]

today i started reading this book that timothy reccomended called the perks of being a wallflower by stephen chbosky. its so amazing. im only half way through it but its better then my two favorite books combined. i havent been able to put it down. i just hope the ending doesnt dissapoint me.

i love reading books. i feel like im taking a break from my life and everything thats going on. when im frustrated with something or just anything its nice to just start reading and live or read about someone elses life...

i am not happy with the way things are right now or anything pretty much i have ever done. all the things ive done since i can remember back too i wish i could take it all back. if i was to go back in time some how i wouldnt take any of it back for the world though. does that make sense... im not good with words.

im going to see ashlee simpson this weekend at six flags new england. im so excited. she is so amazing.

grrh back to summa school tomorrow. o yay. at least we dont have to run the track tomorrow since construction starts. yay for an increase in the budget! i hope scesca doesnt make us run the field or laps around the school... o well.