To Laugh And Cry, To Live And Die
I've been spending so much money, and for the first time in a long long time (Not an EJ Reference), its not hurting me so badly. Life is so different when you can afford the tires you desperately need, or the Jeans that just fit better than any others you've ever had, but you obviously dont need. Or the Cut and Dye you've never dared get, or even try. I'm happy about it. It's a new type of happiness. I dont feel anymore materialistic, just more happy from knowing what i like, and getting it. Its different. I finally cleaned my house, and room. I hate dirt and dust. Luckily i've been blessed with just the right vision that i can't see it, unless i get down and look for it. (get down and look for it?) thats a new dance...... you betta get down and look for it...
and the future you're giving me holds nothing for a gun, i have no wish to be living 60 years on
