Seventeen ain't so sweet
Hey
So the actual day of my birthday sucked a lot but my birthday party was great...i had a really good one this year: ]
so much for getting excited about meeting someone "special"...yeah so that didnt happen the way i thought it would but im good with things. Im back to my old philosophy of being friends with everyone and flirting with whoever the damn i want. lol
I havent met a guy in awhile that actually cares about me so whats the point in getting my hopes up and wishing to have that, right?
anyways, ive been hanging out with my friend lately and her and i have so much fun with each other..but i have been acting sort of interesting lately..i wouldn't say im becoming a bad person but i am back to being apathetic and just wanting to have fun. Shes helping me relax and not worry too much about things. Im not being stupid though i still have a deeper perspective on things.
I love the song "Tear you Apart" by she wants revenge..it kinda describes me lately.
It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed agaisnt me tight
Lie still, close your eyes girl
So lovely it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As i whisper in your ear
I wanna fucking
tear you apart.
So the actual day of my birthday sucked a lot but my birthday party was great...i had a really good one this year: ]
so much for getting excited about meeting someone "special"...yeah so that didnt happen the way i thought it would but im good with things. Im back to my old philosophy of being friends with everyone and flirting with whoever the damn i want. lol
I havent met a guy in awhile that actually cares about me so whats the point in getting my hopes up and wishing to have that, right?
anyways, ive been hanging out with my friend lately and her and i have so much fun with each other..but i have been acting sort of interesting lately..i wouldn't say im becoming a bad person but i am back to being apathetic and just wanting to have fun. Shes helping me relax and not worry too much about things. Im not being stupid though i still have a deeper perspective on things.
I love the song "Tear you Apart" by she wants revenge..it kinda describes me lately.
It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed agaisnt me tight
Lie still, close your eyes girl
So lovely it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As i whisper in your ear
I wanna fucking
tear you apart.