Is this the end?
So, Megan and I had a fight yesterday. No big deal? Except for the way she handled it. Using something that I really don't find humorous, and decided to kinda attack me with it, just to make herself feel better, after feeling slightly cross about my not kicking my brother off of the computer, seeing as he was actually doing homework.
I dunno, just the way she handled the entire situation, really bothered me. I mean, after 1 year, and 3 months of dating, not to mention the seven years of friendship behind that, you'd think that she would know what buttons to not push, that would set me off.
It really got me thinking. Is she really the woman I want to marry? If she's gonna use these things, in a bitchy manner, to make herself feel better, I dunno. I mean, fine, women can be women, and what not, but this is beyond it.
She wonders why she doesn't have any friends up at Purdue, or why friends in high school stopped talking to her. It's because she has the whole "Daria" outlook on the world, and hates everyone, and basically acts like a bitch to everyone.
And then when she does it to me, her boyfriend, whom she supposedly loves, it really hurts deep.
I haven't spoken with her all day, and I don't plan on contacting her. If she decides to not contact me, that's fine. Shows where we really stand, and I'm sure she and I will discuss it when she comes home this weekend.
But I'm glad that this decided to rear it's ugly head before I decided to buy the ring.
I don't want it to be the end, but it just might...
I dunno, just the way she handled the entire situation, really bothered me. I mean, after 1 year, and 3 months of dating, not to mention the seven years of friendship behind that, you'd think that she would know what buttons to not push, that would set me off.
It really got me thinking. Is she really the woman I want to marry? If she's gonna use these things, in a bitchy manner, to make herself feel better, I dunno. I mean, fine, women can be women, and what not, but this is beyond it.
She wonders why she doesn't have any friends up at Purdue, or why friends in high school stopped talking to her. It's because she has the whole "Daria" outlook on the world, and hates everyone, and basically acts like a bitch to everyone.
And then when she does it to me, her boyfriend, whom she supposedly loves, it really hurts deep.
I haven't spoken with her all day, and I don't plan on contacting her. If she decides to not contact me, that's fine. Shows where we really stand, and I'm sure she and I will discuss it when she comes home this weekend.
But I'm glad that this decided to rear it's ugly head before I decided to buy the ring.
I don't want it to be the end, but it just might...