May 01, 2006 23:02
i am very torn right now.
i have always trusted people until they gave me a reason not to trust them, but i am learning now that i cant do that. people suck, and i have noted to never just be a "people." because nobody likes a cold hearted bitch. i have learned that; no comment.
sometimes i ask myself if i have made the right decisions. i will not state them because i cant admit anything outloud, espcially in writing; writing is far to definate.
so basically i dont know what i want, or need.
and my future? who the fuck knows.