Time Crunch
The school year is quickly winding down, the clocks ticking, and the score is tied with 15 seconds left in the final quarter.
Crunch time indeed... I've got the portfolio review, art&tech show, and passing econ to all worry about in these last couple weeks. Only a small weight on my shoulders, but I'm dealing esp. well I think... unless I really should be freaking out, and that would somehow make me perform better. In all actuality Econ is my only concern school wise but that's a hole I got myself into by falling into some old bad habits, but its me I just can't motivate myself to do shit sometimes. I think I've just gotten to the point were I've stressed out about everything from the important to the trivial a good portion and I'm just burnt out...I just can't push myself to some point of insanity over stuff I don't care about anymore.
While I've just trivialized all my stressors other people don't have such luck, if you'd call that luck. If there's anything I'm worried about right now its Beth... she's just having a tough time.. and the weight of expectations weights pretty heavily on her. You know how much I hate things that I can't magically fix so it’s hard to see her stretched to her max and not be able to do anything but seemingly compound the problems. I understand the problem... trust me My dad showed me very well what how one part of your life can adversely effect the others... and maybe that's why it bugs me to the point of not wanting to let it be, not being able to sit by and just watch you struggle so much. Time seems to be flying by except for you getting back to yourself. It just kinda sucks to think I'll get you back and then you'll be off to Europe before I know it, haha.... I duno just remember I'm weird and you're too cute for your own good : P
Oh and this weekend was good for all of you who didn't know... I dicovered I'm better at Halo drunk, can't beat filet for swipes, prince of persia is addicting(well I actually found that out last weekend but w/e), and FUCK MARS!
Crunch time indeed... I've got the portfolio review, art&tech show, and passing econ to all worry about in these last couple weeks. Only a small weight on my shoulders, but I'm dealing esp. well I think... unless I really should be freaking out, and that would somehow make me perform better. In all actuality Econ is my only concern school wise but that's a hole I got myself into by falling into some old bad habits, but its me I just can't motivate myself to do shit sometimes. I think I've just gotten to the point were I've stressed out about everything from the important to the trivial a good portion and I'm just burnt out...I just can't push myself to some point of insanity over stuff I don't care about anymore.
While I've just trivialized all my stressors other people don't have such luck, if you'd call that luck. If there's anything I'm worried about right now its Beth... she's just having a tough time.. and the weight of expectations weights pretty heavily on her. You know how much I hate things that I can't magically fix so it’s hard to see her stretched to her max and not be able to do anything but seemingly compound the problems. I understand the problem... trust me My dad showed me very well what how one part of your life can adversely effect the others... and maybe that's why it bugs me to the point of not wanting to let it be, not being able to sit by and just watch you struggle so much. Time seems to be flying by except for you getting back to yourself. It just kinda sucks to think I'll get you back and then you'll be off to Europe before I know it, haha.... I duno just remember I'm weird and you're too cute for your own good : P
Oh and this weekend was good for all of you who didn't know... I dicovered I'm better at Halo drunk, can't beat filet for swipes, prince of persia is addicting(well I actually found that out last weekend but w/e), and FUCK MARS!