Tides Change, and so do the Times
"I pack my suit in a bag
I'm all dressed up for prague
I'm all dressed up with you
All dressed up for him too...
Prepare myself for a war
Before I even open up my door
Before I even look out
I'm pissing all of my bullets about...
Wrap myself in a bag
I'm all wrapped up in prague
I'm all wrapped up in you
I'm all wrapped up in him too
Prepare myself for a war
And I don't know what i'm doing this for
Trying to let it all go
But how can I when you still don't know?
I could wait for you
Like that hole in your boot
Waiting to be fixed
I could wait for you
What good would that do
But to leave me bruised?"
Damien Rice ~ All Dressed Up
So, my parents are selling their house and moving. And now, I have to go home and pack up all my shit, and somehow find a way to say goodbye the house that I've lived in for the past 12 years of my life. Part of me is still caught in this film mentality where your life, no matter what, will fall together. Pieces will fit at the end of the day, and hindsight, you'll see that yeah some things really sucked, but you made it through--and it made you a better person. Growing up, I expected life to be filled with movie-like moments, when you could almost hear the theme song for a moment playing in your head as life pulled itself together. Maybe I need to grow up and move on--
So yeah, that's what I'm currently thinking on right now.
In other news, I officially have a new music project. We don't have a name yet but we've got a mello damien-and-lisa sound going on but with more lisa than damien and it's great. Our first performance is going to be November 13 at 7PM in the Atrium, so if y'alls want to go, that would be cool :-P. I think we're actually going to sing 9 Crimes since we don't have enough time right now to write one of our very own, but that's fine for now. Oh, his name is Christian and he plays the piano, so I guess I'm adding the guitar, more piano, cello, and whatever else I can get my hands on.
That's all for now. I know that this entry is all over the place, and it only really makes much sense to me, but I don't feel like writing anymore, I just want to go listen to some music and finish my physics lab report. so there.