I just don't get it...
So today is another huge drama...I posted something about it on a bulletin on myspace if your a friend of mine there...
www.myspace.com/end_of_twilight
I had a flash back of growing up... Always fighting...
When mom was married to my dad we had some good times...Course we were a family...Even if they did fight all the time... But as far as I know my dad couldn't keep it in his pants so that was the final straw...
Moms second husband seemed perfect until she married him... Mom and Mike1 used to fight all the time...ALL the time..and we weren't so much a family anymore... I guess it taught me, my brother, and my sister to all stick together tho... I can remember a fight one time when I was little...I stood on my bed in my room and leaned around the corner to watch...Wanting to go help my mom but being to afraid to go... Mike1 and mom were fighting fighting... bodies were slamming into things and things were getting nocked over...I can remember wishing I was small enough so that I could crawl under my bed and just hide there for as long as I could... One time mom, me, and bro went to get some groceries and amanda stayed home with mike...When we got back amanda was crying and it turned out that Mike1 had called her all kinds of really bad names...
And here comes Mike2...She met him on the interenet..he seemed ok.. Most of my friends don't like him because they think he is creepy...and I usually agreed with them. But I was torn...I didn't know what to think... But today we had a visit from the cops and Mike threatend to dump amanda's dog out on a rode somewhere..and amanda went out to argue her dogs case and I could hear Mike2 yelling "She needs to get THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE" and stuff like that...Amanda came back to my room and then I heard something crash in the hall and my moms voice saying "DONT CALL MY DAUGHTER THAT!!" So I am pretty sure Mike2 called amanda a bad name...
A bad move on his part..Mom still feels bad about Mike1 saying things to Amanda..
I hope mom doesn't let him off the hook this time..
I really wish I had somewhere I could move to.. I wish I had money so that I could just move out and get away...But I dont and I cant..so I just have to live with it for a few more years...
I mean..I've already done it for 18 years...
Whats a few more?
www.myspace.com/end_of_twilight
I had a flash back of growing up... Always fighting...
When mom was married to my dad we had some good times...Course we were a family...Even if they did fight all the time... But as far as I know my dad couldn't keep it in his pants so that was the final straw...
Moms second husband seemed perfect until she married him... Mom and Mike1 used to fight all the time...ALL the time..and we weren't so much a family anymore... I guess it taught me, my brother, and my sister to all stick together tho... I can remember a fight one time when I was little...I stood on my bed in my room and leaned around the corner to watch...Wanting to go help my mom but being to afraid to go... Mike1 and mom were fighting fighting... bodies were slamming into things and things were getting nocked over...I can remember wishing I was small enough so that I could crawl under my bed and just hide there for as long as I could... One time mom, me, and bro went to get some groceries and amanda stayed home with mike...When we got back amanda was crying and it turned out that Mike1 had called her all kinds of really bad names...
And here comes Mike2...She met him on the interenet..he seemed ok.. Most of my friends don't like him because they think he is creepy...and I usually agreed with them. But I was torn...I didn't know what to think... But today we had a visit from the cops and Mike threatend to dump amanda's dog out on a rode somewhere..and amanda went out to argue her dogs case and I could hear Mike2 yelling "She needs to get THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE" and stuff like that...Amanda came back to my room and then I heard something crash in the hall and my moms voice saying "DONT CALL MY DAUGHTER THAT!!" So I am pretty sure Mike2 called amanda a bad name...
A bad move on his part..Mom still feels bad about Mike1 saying things to Amanda..
I hope mom doesn't let him off the hook this time..
I really wish I had somewhere I could move to.. I wish I had money so that I could just move out and get away...But I dont and I cant..so I just have to live with it for a few more years...
I mean..I've already done it for 18 years...
Whats a few more?