Aug 07, 2005 02:31
I caused too much drama tonight among my friends. I hope a little of it will benefit the situation later, but right now I'm feeling very responsible for some things that happened tonight that I wish didn't.
I really don't understand girls at all, sometimes I question my sexuality just from frustration...but I'm really positive of my sexuality, which makes it even more frustrating. I really just want a girl to feel close to right now. I want to fall asleep with a feminine body whom I feel very close to cradled in my arms, and me in hers. That's all I want. I haven't done that in a long, long time. Feeling that close to someone is incredibly comforting...Lynsey, you need to awake right now.