Your all I wanted
Most people say when your in love- there will ultimately be days of hurt. But they never said there would be weeks..even months. We had a normal conversation today and it felt good...but it hurt at the same time. We talked just like we always use to..Why is that we can talk like that and not be together? I know that you miss me, I know that you still lie in bed at night just before you goto sleep and think of me..where I'm at, what I'm doing, if I'm thinking of you too. And chances are I am. Truth is- I think about you every minute of the day. I'd give anything to have you back..to fall in love with you all over again and make it right this time. But you have to be able to take that extra leap of faith.. Everyone deserves a second chance and you'll never know if somethings real or not if you don't try again- and correct the errors made previously. I know that what I'm feeling is real and if by chance we try again- and it doesn't work out.. I'm going to know it really is the end. And I'm not going to be scared to not have you- I'm just going to know it was never meant to be. But we'll never know if we don't give it another shot. I don't have a problem with letting go of things...I just know when I shouldn't. And right now- I know that I should still hold on- even if it kills me. Because whether you want to admit it or not..you're still holding on too. Fate works both ways...
" You can't just be friends with someone you love because there will always be that piece of your heart that wants something more. And whenever your with them..you'll think of it as much more than it really is"
" You can't just be friends with someone you love because there will always be that piece of your heart that wants something more. And whenever your with them..you'll think of it as much more than it really is"