*Ehh*
Well, still depressed as shit, nothing's changed there. I guess my mom hasn't gotten around to talking to anyone yet for me. I'm just so fed up with where my life is at right now, I'm sure it'll get better sometime, it's just nothing's ever been really good for me without something else shitting on me to take away all good feelings.
I was somewhat stood up last night. Wouldn't be the first time, won't be the last. That really annoys me when someone can't just call and tell me they're too busy or something came up... yeah I'd be upset, but I'd be 10 times more pissed off if I sit around waiting and I don't get a call or anything until they're either on their way home, or going to sleep... I got an apology but I changed my plans in hopes of hanging out...
I haven't been sleeping too good at all lately... too many nightmares and waking up for no reason every hour... I know what I need, but I don't think I'm getting it any time soon...
I'm gonna end this now so I stop thinking about shit so I don't start crying... later.
Kyttie's gonna have her babies soon, so looks like dinner's on me sometime this week. Kidding... she ran outside again yesterday so for all I know she coulda already had them...that would make me sad...
I was somewhat stood up last night. Wouldn't be the first time, won't be the last. That really annoys me when someone can't just call and tell me they're too busy or something came up... yeah I'd be upset, but I'd be 10 times more pissed off if I sit around waiting and I don't get a call or anything until they're either on their way home, or going to sleep... I got an apology but I changed my plans in hopes of hanging out...
I haven't been sleeping too good at all lately... too many nightmares and waking up for no reason every hour... I know what I need, but I don't think I'm getting it any time soon...
I'm gonna end this now so I stop thinking about shit so I don't start crying... later.
Kyttie's gonna have her babies soon, so looks like dinner's on me sometime this week. Kidding... she ran outside again yesterday so for all I know she coulda already had them...that would make me sad...