Forced
Why they can force me to like them, to love them, when I modestly avoid people who i admired? Or even to make them notice the fact that i like them...
A few brats can force me to say something which is not from my heart. They forced me to say "ya, aku pon sayang ngko" or " ya, I missed you too".......didn't they consider what I felt? Kenapa mereka boley memaksa aku menyukai mereka? Apakah gembira mereka bila mendengar itu semua dengan expression yang penuh keterpaksaan dari aku?
Padahal, aku sendiri slalu je withdraw myself from person i admired. I didn't force them to like me...aku takkan paksa perasaan dorang. If you can't accept me, then it is fine. I'll simply walk away before you can even notice that I have a feeling for you...
I can state it that simple but...it took a lot of pain everytime its happening