Fandom: CSI (Las Vegas) tv series
Subject: Slash pairing: Gil Grissom/Greg Sanders
Title: All I Wanted
Notes: I've really wanted to post a mix on
fst for a long time. For just as long I've wanted to do a fanmix for this pairing of CSI. I love this duo and wish there were more active fans out there to contribute to the 'ship.
Anyway, this month's "it couldn't last" / "wasn't meant to be" theme ended up the perfect jumping off point for a mix - at least in one mood. So this mix is a look at the unfortunate tale of a potentially brilliant couple broken apart by a third party - namely, Sara Sidle. *sad face*
Download links are at the very bottom of the post .
Included in the download (*.zip): All 16 songs - MP3; Cover/track art; Word Doc with copy of the track listing below.
++Natalie Imbruglia - "Everything Goes" (You live your life / You live like an island / What is it like) Greg (about Gil)
++Meredith Brooks - "What Would Happen" ( I struggle with myself again / Quickly the walls are crumbling / Don't know if I can turn away) Greg
++Joni Mitchell - "Come in From the Cold" (I feel your leg under the table / Leaning into mine / I feel renewed / I feel disabled / By these bonfires in my spine / I don't know who the arsonist was / Which incendiary soul / But all I ever wanted / Was just to come in from the cold) Gil
++Fiona Apple - "I Know" (And you can use my skin / To bury secrets in / And I will settle you down....While you try to find / The lines to speak your mind / And pry it open, hoping for an encore / And if it gets too late / For me to wait / For you to find you love me, and tell me so / It's ok, don't need to say it) Greg's
++Tracy Chapman - "Remember the Tin Man" (And remember the Tin Man / Found he had what he thought he lacked / Remember the Tin Man / Go find your heart and take it back) Greg (about Gil)
++Jewel - "Near You Always" (Don't think you realize the effect you have over me / Please don't look at me like that / It just makes me want to make you near me always) Gil
++Matchbox 20 - "Downfall" (I wonder how you sleep / I wonder what you think of me / If I could go back / Would you have ever been with me / I want you to be uneased / I want you to remember) Greg
++Michelle Branch - "All You Wanted" (I wanted to be like you / I wanted everything / So I tried to be like you / And I got swept away) Greg
++Beth Hart - "If God Only Knew" (Now everybody knows the way I am / They all see right through my show / I aimed so high, now I'm so low / I'm all dressed up, and I got nowhere to go....I loved you right or wrong, it was you all along / Heaven knows that it's true, hard as it's been / I'd do it all over again) Greg
++Sheryl Crow - "Favorite Mistake" (I woke up and called this morning / The tone of your voice was a warning / That you don't care for me anymore....Now here comes your secret lover / She'd be unlike any other / Until your guilt goes up in flames) Greg
++Dido "All You Want" (I hear your key turning in the door / I won't be hearing that sound anymore / And you and your sin /can leave the way you just came in / send my regards to her) - Greg
++Dashboard Confessionals - "Screaming Infidelities" (I'm cuddling close / To blankets and sheets / But you're not alone, and you're not discreet / Make sure I know who's taking you home.) Greg *New copy of this song without the skip problem:
here ++Owen - "Nobody's Nothing" (You put your selfish hands and your selfish tongue on my body, / but we both know who your mind's on. / I know you're still dealing with her leaving. / It's a shame, but you've only yourself to blame.) Greg
++ABBA - "The Winner Takes It All" (But tell me does she kiss / Like I used to kiss you / Does it feel the same / When she calls your name / Somewhere deep inside / You must know I miss you / But what can I say / Rules must be obeyed) Greg
++Dido "Don't Think of Me" (Oh how lovely with your homecoming queen / Oh how lovely it must be / When you see her sweet smile baby / Don't think of me / When she lays in your warm arms / Don't think of me) - Greg
++Sheryl Crow - "Leaving Las Vegas" (Life springs eternal / On a gaudy neon street / Not that I care at all / I spent the best part of my losing streak / In an Army Jeep) Gil
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Screaming Infidelities"