I'd Rather Have a Life than a Living
Now it is all becoming very real. Three days can really do a number on a person. I want to go home. I really do, I don't like this at all. Hey Aamanda, my horoscope was correct again. Its been right for me for a while now, maybe I am more in tune with the stars. I put in applications at 3 places today, I turning in another one tomorrow and I want to inquire about a fifth. This all just fucking sucks. I am getting closer and closer to having a panic attack. I've only had two and I really do not want or need a third. My optimism for all of this is waning. Everything is going to work out; it always has, it always will. I am going to be okay. This is a test, it is only a test.