Weird
I am posting for the first time in many moons. It feels very weird to be back, but a good kind of weird. I feel like these past few months, I've become someone who is not me. I don't know how to explain it. I haven't been exactly depressed, more nostalgic on my college days of youth and missing them and feeling very grown up and responsible and alone and that my days of fun were over. But I think somehow the spell has been broken, and I'm coming back to my normal self.
I have a good feeling about my 24th year. It is the Year of the Rat, the year of my birth, and Tami was telling me it would be my lucky year because the Chinese believe every time your year cycles back (there are 12 animals and hence 12 years between each of your own personal year) that it is a lucky year for you. I am clinging to this hope, because recently I haven't felt any hope about anything but now I have something to pull me out the funk I've been in. Yay. It's good to be back, my old friends. I hope to see you alot and to hear your interesting thoughts with many friendly sparring matches as in the old days.
I have a good feeling about my 24th year. It is the Year of the Rat, the year of my birth, and Tami was telling me it would be my lucky year because the Chinese believe every time your year cycles back (there are 12 animals and hence 12 years between each of your own personal year) that it is a lucky year for you. I am clinging to this hope, because recently I haven't felt any hope about anything but now I have something to pull me out the funk I've been in. Yay. It's good to be back, my old friends. I hope to see you alot and to hear your interesting thoughts with many friendly sparring matches as in the old days.