Called the Doc
So yeah, I called the doctor. Told the poor woman on the phone that I don't think my ad's are working. I could hardly even talk to her. I felt like such an incredible asshole but it has gotten to a point where I didn't think I should wait any longer. They actually just called.. How weird is that? They want me to switch again. I'll try it. Once again I could barely talk. It was that choke talking you do when you are holding back the tears. lol.. I need to do something with my life.. I need to be happier. This is all too much.