life
another week is going by. they cut my hrs back to 31 this week...i'll prolly never see a paycheck like last week. we also got our new uniforms today..im a teeny bit excited about it..i dont know why. i wont be wearing the nasty polo shirt with a hole a foot wide in it anymore at least.
some of my co-workers really piss me off, mainly the high schoolers. they're so lazy and judgemental about everything. thats why i nearly went crazy up there before going to the greenhouse. and it'll suck again when im back in front again. its sad that i dont really have another option besides staying there when school starts cuz my availability will be cut back very much when school starts up again..no place will take me with that such availability.
at least im leaving town in less than 2 weeks. a break from OH and ge..phew. i can't wait to see my albany friends again. i really miss them.
i need to meet more guys damn it. granted at this moment in time im not upset that i dont have a bf, but still it would be nice to change it eventually. i know guys are not worth it or whatever, but i dont know. i just want to know what its like to have one..or even a kiss from a hott guy damn it.
and i know that once i get to ny i'll be depressed about it since most of my friends out there are taken now. i dont know why i havent had any luck with them. well i do its my shyness. its still frusterating though. i need to stop being shy and to just grow some balls for once..or find an outgoing guy, one of the two. *sigh*. im prolly not making any sense.
and that is all...
some of my co-workers really piss me off, mainly the high schoolers. they're so lazy and judgemental about everything. thats why i nearly went crazy up there before going to the greenhouse. and it'll suck again when im back in front again. its sad that i dont really have another option besides staying there when school starts cuz my availability will be cut back very much when school starts up again..no place will take me with that such availability.
at least im leaving town in less than 2 weeks. a break from OH and ge..phew. i can't wait to see my albany friends again. i really miss them.
i need to meet more guys damn it. granted at this moment in time im not upset that i dont have a bf, but still it would be nice to change it eventually. i know guys are not worth it or whatever, but i dont know. i just want to know what its like to have one..or even a kiss from a hott guy damn it.
and i know that once i get to ny i'll be depressed about it since most of my friends out there are taken now. i dont know why i havent had any luck with them. well i do its my shyness. its still frusterating though. i need to stop being shy and to just grow some balls for once..or find an outgoing guy, one of the two. *sigh*. im prolly not making any sense.
and that is all...