Feeling SICK!
I just called in sick. I don't think I made my boss too happy. She didn't seem as pleasant as she usually is. I feel bad about calling in. I ache and feel like total crap. All I want to do is crawl back into bed and sleep for the rest of the day. The problem is that once I am up it is hard for me to go back to sleep. Lately, I think I have been getting on everyone nerves at work and probably at home as well. I have been holding my emotions in and I don't say anything to anyone anymore. I am distancing myself from anything that I love and care for. I just don't have any energy. Being ill only intensifies these emotions. Anyway, I hope I don't get written up and/or fired for calling in sick. I mentioned to my boss that I will bring in a doctor's note. I asked this one time I called in sick if I needed to bring in a note for being ill and she said it wasn't necessary. This time she wanted me to bring one in so she can put it into my file. I might be up shit creek this time around. I will find out tomorrow. I know I will apologize profusely for missing work. I'm like that. Tomorrow is a different day and I think she might not be mad at me and she might. Who, knows? I will find out soon enough.