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it really sucks that in the....six ? years i've been on livejournal, i have yet to come to terms with myself and am still dealing with the same exact issues. it's crippling. it's paralyzing. it's emotionally FUCKED UP. i am thankful for the people in my life though it seems that most are really not that thankful for me. i keep telling myself i could be worse off and have made bigger mistakes and that i can absolutely get out of anything since i still have the rest of my life.
however, right in this moment, my life seems very, very pointless.
however, right in this moment, my life seems very, very pointless.