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so this is about the schism between venus and mars. about unforeseen illness and really spectacular friends and one maybemorethanfriend. and how those maybemorethanfriends comfort my soul and how their smile makes me smile. about wanting the one thing i swore i would never ever ever want. this is about mountains. and climbing them in stilettos. about frigid temperatures and big bellies and my fear. this day i fear failure more than any other day.