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I very much dont know if I should do it. I feel like I have to but then again I want to be able to know I can beat my brain without some pill helping me along. the only thing is, its not little stupid problems that are meaningless. there has been something going on in my brain for years now. I can handle the feelings get now a hell of a lot better than I used to, cause im not stupid and know that someday ill look back on these years and be glad that i didnt do something dumb to ruin my life or end it. well, I dont have the answers and maybe noone does but hopefully this all works out soon cause im pretty tired of hearing myself complain all the time. its almost like I cant help it though, its stupid but its true. history and other homework here I come to DO YOU in the butt.