What's it for?
I'm not too sure that I can go much father
I'm really not sure things are even getting better
I'm so tired of the me that has to disagree
And so tired of the me that's in control
I woke up to see the sun shining all around
How could it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
I had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"
Everything I tried to do, it didn't matter
and now I might be better off just rollling over
'cause you know I tried to hard but couldn't change a thing
And it hurts so much I might as well let go
I can't really take the sun shining all around me
Why would it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I no longer believe
Can't help telling myself
"It don't mean a thing"
I woke up to see the sun shining all around me
How could it shine down on me?
Sun shining all its beauty
Why would it shine down on me
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
Just had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"
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Haven't updated as of recently, just haven't had much to write about as of lately I guess. Been feeling really strange lately, like I'm really unsure of what I'm doing (and supposed to be doing) with my life at the moment. I guess I really got what I wished for moving out here- plenty of time to think. A shame I should have thought about this prospect more before actually moving out here. There's nothing really I can do to get away from all of this... been trying to occupy myself with watching M*A*S*H and playing FFXI obsessively when not at work, and drowning myself in new music while at work (a tricky proposition because of the nasty firewall they have set up).
Anyway, may actually be back in MI sooner than I expected, end of March/beginning of April, instead of a month later. I've been doing well at work and I'm about positive they'll ask me to stay longer but I'm not really interested at this point.
Toshi drew a picture of my Vaevae last night, check it out, I spent all day coloring it and I've not even close to done. This pixel by pixel shit sucks, haha
http://gallery.thelinkshell.org/show/picture.php?image=561&album=11
I'll try to post a color version when I finish in like a week.
Looking for a place to move into when I get back to MI... lemme know any offers; though I can't accept anything as of yet till I get me a job there. ganbatte~
I'm really not sure things are even getting better
I'm so tired of the me that has to disagree
And so tired of the me that's in control
I woke up to see the sun shining all around
How could it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
I had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"
Everything I tried to do, it didn't matter
and now I might be better off just rollling over
'cause you know I tried to hard but couldn't change a thing
And it hurts so much I might as well let go
I can't really take the sun shining all around me
Why would it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I no longer believe
Can't help telling myself
"It don't mean a thing"
I woke up to see the sun shining all around me
How could it shine down on me?
Sun shining all its beauty
Why would it shine down on me
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
Just had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"
-------------------------------------------------------------
Haven't updated as of recently, just haven't had much to write about as of lately I guess. Been feeling really strange lately, like I'm really unsure of what I'm doing (and supposed to be doing) with my life at the moment. I guess I really got what I wished for moving out here- plenty of time to think. A shame I should have thought about this prospect more before actually moving out here. There's nothing really I can do to get away from all of this... been trying to occupy myself with watching M*A*S*H and playing FFXI obsessively when not at work, and drowning myself in new music while at work (a tricky proposition because of the nasty firewall they have set up).
Anyway, may actually be back in MI sooner than I expected, end of March/beginning of April, instead of a month later. I've been doing well at work and I'm about positive they'll ask me to stay longer but I'm not really interested at this point.
Toshi drew a picture of my Vaevae last night, check it out, I spent all day coloring it and I've not even close to done. This pixel by pixel shit sucks, haha
http://gallery.thelinkshell.org/show/picture.php?image=561&album=11
I'll try to post a color version when I finish in like a week.
Looking for a place to move into when I get back to MI... lemme know any offers; though I can't accept anything as of yet till I get me a job there. ganbatte~