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ok ok ok. so i'm finally getting my shit together. i just filled out my fafsa and ordered my transcripts and applied to asu! i'm doing it man! i'm going to be a muthafuckin college student....again. haha! getting this stuff done makes me feel GOOD and productive!
i saw my doctor boyfriend on friday and he said i was FINE. that's what his fingers said, anyway. he felt around and said, "i don't feel anything". i LOVE him. really. my other oncologist (i have two) is a total douche and i hate seeing him, so with my lovelies' blessings, i ditched him. he hooked me up with one on the doctors in his building after much consideration, "hmmm....who would work with your personality? not him, he's not funny enough.".... i'm one of those patients -- i need a special kind. haha.
i had a ct scan yesterday and usually they aren't able to give me the IV contrast because my veins are retarded and they can never access them. i told the lady, "oh, you should try it in my hand because that always works." she scoped out the scenario and said it looked like there was a good vein in my arm. i said, "i'd much rather you try my hand and it be painful for a second than have you stab around in arm for an hour and not get anything." lo and behold, bitch got it in my arm on the first try. i don't know why, but that bugged me. who's the bitch?
my dog is being sooo annoying. you'd think she'd want to hang out in the yard with her doggie buddies after being cooped up all day, but nooooo. she wants to hang out in the garage and eat food. every time we pass the garage door together she stops and gets excited. um, this is EVERY time. i mean, to get to my room and the bathroom i have to pass the garage. and it's like, five minutes after i just fed her. little piggy.
mer mer mer. i get my car this weekend! after seven long months, i get my sweet little car back. i can't wait to see what remains -- i know that there are a few good pairs of shoes chillin in my truck, and yeah, ALL of my cds! i'm happy!
what stella looks like when she wants foooood:
this is her "after garage" face:
i saw my doctor boyfriend on friday and he said i was FINE. that's what his fingers said, anyway. he felt around and said, "i don't feel anything". i LOVE him. really. my other oncologist (i have two) is a total douche and i hate seeing him, so with my lovelies' blessings, i ditched him. he hooked me up with one on the doctors in his building after much consideration, "hmmm....who would work with your personality? not him, he's not funny enough.".... i'm one of those patients -- i need a special kind. haha.
i had a ct scan yesterday and usually they aren't able to give me the IV contrast because my veins are retarded and they can never access them. i told the lady, "oh, you should try it in my hand because that always works." she scoped out the scenario and said it looked like there was a good vein in my arm. i said, "i'd much rather you try my hand and it be painful for a second than have you stab around in arm for an hour and not get anything." lo and behold, bitch got it in my arm on the first try. i don't know why, but that bugged me. who's the bitch?
my dog is being sooo annoying. you'd think she'd want to hang out in the yard with her doggie buddies after being cooped up all day, but nooooo. she wants to hang out in the garage and eat food. every time we pass the garage door together she stops and gets excited. um, this is EVERY time. i mean, to get to my room and the bathroom i have to pass the garage. and it's like, five minutes after i just fed her. little piggy.
mer mer mer. i get my car this weekend! after seven long months, i get my sweet little car back. i can't wait to see what remains -- i know that there are a few good pairs of shoes chillin in my truck, and yeah, ALL of my cds! i'm happy!
what stella looks like when she wants foooood:
this is her "after garage" face: