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[enamoredbysound]

Anyone or almost anyone who knows me-knows about Sean.
Sean the boy from Baton Rouge who I've raved about,
got angry about, cried about and honestly, completely
let go over the past few months.
Anyone or almost anyone who knows me-knows that I've
done so well and grown so much from the experiance.
and have asked me what I would do if he came back.

And the truth is-I emailed him back.
What else could I do.
His number is disconnected.
Even though, I had stop habitually
calling for quite some time now.
I sent that massive email and I didn't
think I would hear from him.
Well I did.

"Hey Monica,

I just wanted to say I am sorry.

Sincerely,
Sean Traigle"

I told him I wasn't mad anymore.
That I hope all is well and that
I hope to hear from him again.
The ball is in his court.
I didn't freak out like I
thought I might after I read it.
The truth is-It has been such
a long time. We don't even know
each other anymore. If he initiates
a meeting-so be it. I am going to
go with the flow. I find it amazing
that time can heal so much.

I hope time can heal the other
wounds like from earlier last
semester....only few know.