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I supposedly only have 8 and a half days left of school ... and that's without going through the hours from November and December. My hours will be finished ... but I have to finish all my MPA's and some tests that I missed when I was on leave. I also have to arrange a photoshoot to put a portfolio together so hopefully I can get a good job someplace. Pretty much anywhere I go, I am going to have to assist for 6 months to 1 year. I want an apartment in a few months too so that I can start getting used to doing things on my own.
I figure, I 've been dependent on my parents for the past 21 years. I will always depend on them at least a little bit. They are my parents after all. But before Eli and I get a place and get married, I want to learn to be independent.
I'm not going to lie ... I am scared of what is going to happen. I'm afraid that I can't make it on my own. Let's face it ... I don't know what it's like to have to pay bills, budget money, or even save money for more than a few days. I don't like to cook every day or pack my lunch. The only job that I've ever had was Sally Beauty Supply and that only lasted a few months. A lot of people that I talk to say that my school is pretty much like a job that I'm working for free. Soooo ... we'll see. I'm sure that everything will work out the way that it's supposed to. I'm taking a bigger leap than any of my friends have ... so they aren't very good at giving me advice when it comes to this entire situation.
Blah blah blah. My family is doing really well. Justin just got accepted into the presidential dean's list ... and got a letter from the dean of his college and everything so that was really cool. Ryan and Danielle are making a lot of friends and doing really well at their new school. My mom is busy running my siblings around and keeping up with their schedual. My dad is working pretty much everyday now too. Stressful and busy ... but we make it work.
Eli is doing really well with his job. He starts getting commission at the end of this month too. That will help out a lot. We had a nice, long talk last night. It was about everything and nothing. It was nice. I love him. I'm so glad that he's in his apartment now ... that cut down on half of the drama right there. It's nice for us to be able to cook some dinner together, eat, and just cuddle and watch a movie without worrying about inconvienencing anyone or being yelled at. His next goal is to get his own car. I'm very proud of him. I love him soooo sooo much.
Well, I have letters to write and things to do for school ... so I think I'm pretty much done.
I hope everything is going well for everyone.
Christina
I figure, I 've been dependent on my parents for the past 21 years. I will always depend on them at least a little bit. They are my parents after all. But before Eli and I get a place and get married, I want to learn to be independent.
I'm not going to lie ... I am scared of what is going to happen. I'm afraid that I can't make it on my own. Let's face it ... I don't know what it's like to have to pay bills, budget money, or even save money for more than a few days. I don't like to cook every day or pack my lunch. The only job that I've ever had was Sally Beauty Supply and that only lasted a few months. A lot of people that I talk to say that my school is pretty much like a job that I'm working for free. Soooo ... we'll see. I'm sure that everything will work out the way that it's supposed to. I'm taking a bigger leap than any of my friends have ... so they aren't very good at giving me advice when it comes to this entire situation.
Blah blah blah. My family is doing really well. Justin just got accepted into the presidential dean's list ... and got a letter from the dean of his college and everything so that was really cool. Ryan and Danielle are making a lot of friends and doing really well at their new school. My mom is busy running my siblings around and keeping up with their schedual. My dad is working pretty much everyday now too. Stressful and busy ... but we make it work.
Eli is doing really well with his job. He starts getting commission at the end of this month too. That will help out a lot. We had a nice, long talk last night. It was about everything and nothing. It was nice. I love him. I'm so glad that he's in his apartment now ... that cut down on half of the drama right there. It's nice for us to be able to cook some dinner together, eat, and just cuddle and watch a movie without worrying about inconvienencing anyone or being yelled at. His next goal is to get his own car. I'm very proud of him. I love him soooo sooo much.
Well, I have letters to write and things to do for school ... so I think I'm pretty much done.
I hope everything is going well for everyone.
Christina