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So... things are going a lot better than they have been, with the exception that my dad left me less than half of the money he usually does. I guess this is my challange to make it work. 50 bucks for the rest of the week. hum .... we'll see how that one works out.
I'm kind of missing my friends at school. I see Heather every now and then ... but it's just not the same. We used to cause so much shit at school together ... it was great fun. I miss her. I don't regret taking a leave though. Yeah, my money got cut in half and I miss my friends ... but I needed a break from that place.
Eli is being wonderful. We got our huge fight out of the way the other night. Since then, everything's been great. I think every once and awhile we just need to scream at each other and get EVERYTHING out in the open. I said things that have been bothering me for quite some time ... and he said things that I didn't even know bothered him. It was really helpful. I think if we hadn't done that, we would be broken up by now. I'm glad we can argue and get past things. I think, if it changed my feelings towards him at all, it only made me love him more.
I wish my job paid me every week instead of every other. It would just make things so much easier. At least my boss is trying to give me more hours while I'm off school. Her and I got into it the other day ... but I talked to her and everything is all better with that too. She apologized and everything. It was great.
For some reason ... I'm really excited about my 21st birthday. I know it's not for quite some time yet ... but I'm really excited. I can go out and have a few drinks and dance and hang out and everything. I can start hanging out with grown ups too! haha.
Here's my list of important countdowns.
27 days until Eli and my 10 months
29 days left until Kass's birthday
58 days until Eli and my 11 months
88 days until Eli and my 1 YEAR anniversary
100 days until my dad's birthday
154 days until Christmas
159 days until Danielle's birthday
161 days until my birthday
APPROXIMATELY 177 days until I graduate from hell ... I mean .. GLAHD
Anybody want me to add anything? Let me know.
Lots of love
Christina
I'm kind of missing my friends at school. I see Heather every now and then ... but it's just not the same. We used to cause so much shit at school together ... it was great fun. I miss her. I don't regret taking a leave though. Yeah, my money got cut in half and I miss my friends ... but I needed a break from that place.
Eli is being wonderful. We got our huge fight out of the way the other night. Since then, everything's been great. I think every once and awhile we just need to scream at each other and get EVERYTHING out in the open. I said things that have been bothering me for quite some time ... and he said things that I didn't even know bothered him. It was really helpful. I think if we hadn't done that, we would be broken up by now. I'm glad we can argue and get past things. I think, if it changed my feelings towards him at all, it only made me love him more.
I wish my job paid me every week instead of every other. It would just make things so much easier. At least my boss is trying to give me more hours while I'm off school. Her and I got into it the other day ... but I talked to her and everything is all better with that too. She apologized and everything. It was great.
For some reason ... I'm really excited about my 21st birthday. I know it's not for quite some time yet ... but I'm really excited. I can go out and have a few drinks and dance and hang out and everything. I can start hanging out with grown ups too! haha.
Here's my list of important countdowns.
27 days until Eli and my 10 months
29 days left until Kass's birthday
58 days until Eli and my 11 months
88 days until Eli and my 1 YEAR anniversary
100 days until my dad's birthday
154 days until Christmas
159 days until Danielle's birthday
161 days until my birthday
APPROXIMATELY 177 days until I graduate from hell ... I mean .. GLAHD
Anybody want me to add anything? Let me know.
Lots of love
Christina