Dec 06, 2005 02:22
So ... tonight was "interesting".
I skipped both of my morning classes
Watched the ring in the car with Eli
Came home and studied for Anatomy
My dad came home and Eli had to sneak out the back while I snuck out the side and my dad came in the front.
Then I decided to skip my evening class as well
So we went to Dennys for awhile
Then it was me and Eli time :-)
And I almost got him into a fight at the Boardwalk ... because I yelled and some guy called me a dumb bitch. So, we followed them ... and Eli got out and the other guy got out with a baseball bat, told Eli to get back in the car because he was a "nigger" and my baby just defended my honor :-D Thanks babe. Sorry you couldn't get into a fair fight.
Then I dropped Eli off at home
Came home
Got most of the way here, when I noticed that I was being followed by Bryan and his little posse of assholes.
So I called Eli, and headed back up to Marysville after racing around on the backroads and almost totalling my dad's Durango
Then Eli followed me home ... and I was scared ... so I took the backroads.
Eli's mad at me for being scared ... and I don't like when we go to bed mad
I just want the drama bullshit to end with Bryan. I'm sitting here fucking crying ... realizing that there's really only one thing that I can do to make this all go away. I need to move. Plain and simple ... I need to get out of this fucking house ... neighborhood ... town. I need to get a different car, and dye my hair some crazy color ... get my glasses back, and have plastic surgery. Then, he'll leave me alone. I don't like being scared to drive home. :-( But I was thinking about what prompted this little episode ... and BRYAN said that I slashed his tires (which I SOOOOO did not do). But then I remembered when Eli and I ran outside as Bryan was leaving and had one of those hard core kisses like you see in the movies. That'll do it :-( Goodbye dogs, goodbye car, goodbye me.
Sack of fucking shit
I love you Eli and I'm sorry that you're mad. I can't help being scared.