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Still no sign of Shayne. I hate this feeling. It's like he's just...left. And that I'm never going to here from him again. Ugh. Icky lonely feeling.
I just want to start ovewr again. I tried to...make an impression, for back of better word. I pretend I was so tomboyish and hard core. So strong, against all things girly.
But I'm really not a pucky sorta chick. I am not goth, I am not girly, I'm ME. I want to just be me, and not act like a different person. I want to be able to be somewhat girly, to the extent of wearing bracelets. Like I was last year. Ugh.
I just wish I could shed this life, and start a new one. Which iss the best thing about moving. Then I can start over, and be me.
I refuse to post what i just said.
Where the hell is Shayne when you need him?
I am losing people to talk to.
Padfoot...
I just want to start ovewr again. I tried to...make an impression, for back of better word. I pretend I was so tomboyish and hard core. So strong, against all things girly.
But I'm really not a pucky sorta chick. I am not goth, I am not girly, I'm ME. I want to just be me, and not act like a different person. I want to be able to be somewhat girly, to the extent of wearing bracelets. Like I was last year. Ugh.
I just wish I could shed this life, and start a new one. Which iss the best thing about moving. Then I can start over, and be me.
I refuse to post what i just said.
Where the hell is Shayne when you need him?
I am losing people to talk to.
Padfoot...