Reality
Not too much is going on. Got to have the apartment finished and cleaned by this weekend. D's parents are coming in this weekend to drop off the washer and dryer.
I need to see when my parents want to come in.
I think next weekend is the house warming and for my real life friends, you are welcome to come down and spend the weekend there. ;)
As for the wedding, Mom and I are working on what's good to wear for Mother of the bride and Mother of the groom. I'm also working on a bridesmaid dress.
I just realized that we need to get the invitations out by the end of this month.
I feel very strange. I read over my sister's journal and my brother's. They seem very upset by what is going on with my Uncle. I mean I am too and it's rather depressing since he will probably be dead by the end of the year if not sooner. I just...don't know. I've been off this last few weeks.
I got a verbal warning and a write up in the last couple of weeks at work. I've been off due to stressing over that, but the manager and supervisor talked with me. I'm not really stressed anymore. I realized that I'm just overloading myself and need to take things one at a time. So that's what I've been doing.
This week though, a co-worker committed suicide and we went to his funeral yesterday. I cried some more. It's very heartbreaking. Never expected that to happen. It was a lovely service though. As it turns out, they cremated his body and spread his ashes over a beach or something.
[thinks] Oh, I got the dress in the mail. It's too big. Going to exchange it for a smaller size.
I need to see when my parents want to come in.
I think next weekend is the house warming and for my real life friends, you are welcome to come down and spend the weekend there. ;)
As for the wedding, Mom and I are working on what's good to wear for Mother of the bride and Mother of the groom. I'm also working on a bridesmaid dress.
I just realized that we need to get the invitations out by the end of this month.
I feel very strange. I read over my sister's journal and my brother's. They seem very upset by what is going on with my Uncle. I mean I am too and it's rather depressing since he will probably be dead by the end of the year if not sooner. I just...don't know. I've been off this last few weeks.
I got a verbal warning and a write up in the last couple of weeks at work. I've been off due to stressing over that, but the manager and supervisor talked with me. I'm not really stressed anymore. I realized that I'm just overloading myself and need to take things one at a time. So that's what I've been doing.
This week though, a co-worker committed suicide and we went to his funeral yesterday. I cried some more. It's very heartbreaking. Never expected that to happen. It was a lovely service though. As it turns out, they cremated his body and spread his ashes over a beach or something.
[thinks] Oh, I got the dress in the mail. It's too big. Going to exchange it for a smaller size.