my-so-called-family
"FIFTEEN YEARS"
fifteen years of not having a father...
fiteen years of not being able to celebrate the so-called father's day...
fifteen years of loneliness...
fifteen years of longingness...
fifteen years of not being able to say the words that I wanna say...
"DADDY"
when will I be able to say this fucking words???!!!!
when will I see him????!!!
when will I be able to look at him???!!!
when will I see him???!!!!!
please tell me...
when will I talk to him????!!!
where are you??!!!!
who are you???!!
I wanna know you...
but do you know me???
do you even know that I exist???!!!
where are you.....
daddy???
do you ever think of me my-so called dad???