Nov 19, 2020 07:20
I'm posting exactly one year later - on the anniversary of the creation of this account.
It's been 16 years of this baby which means well over 16 years in fandom. I've hit half my life now and that seems crazy to me.
But fandom is always holding a big piece of my heart - even if it's not the same fandom every time. But one never really leaves do they?
I started this with Harry/Draco goodness then went through a name change to be more general.
But through it all, I'm a big proponent of enabling love - in others, in my boys I love, in the world.
Thanks for sticking by me - I love you. Even if you don't see this, even if you barely remember me, even if this is just a blip on your radar.
Thanks for a wonderful welcoming time.
Today is also the date of SPN's final episode for the foreseeable future. The little show that could. The men that have been a huge part of my life, even if they don't know it. I won't be watching tonight, but man this weekend is going to be intense. I'll be a blubbery mess, even if not at the episode. The ending of this show brings so many different feelings rising to the surface.
Relief - because the story line was getting a bit...ragged?
Ache - because I'll miss those 2 so much.
Fondness - because so many good memories and people are tied to SPN fandom.
And more.
Thank you. I love you. Have a beautiful day. Hopefully I see you in less than a year ;P
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lj-versary,
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