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once when i was seven years old i went to a breast cancer walk with my two twin neighbors and there was an old man giving out bananas and he asked if i wanted one and I said "No, thank you," but both twins and their mother took one and once we got in the car I felt really bad that I did not take a banana from that old man. He was very nice and hunched over if I remember correctly and I felt as though I had let him down. I asked if we could stop the car at the old man so I could take a banana but they said no. I remembered the two twins got bananas and also remembered where they situated their bags in the trunk and intentionally took one of their bags instead of mine so it would make myself feel better because now I would have a banana and every time I think about this incident it still sometimes makes me well up and start crying like a seven year old child.