summer never begins

May 17, 2006 00:58

so i thought tuscaloosa was boring. now, i know for sure. there is just about no one here. and there needs to be.

summer school.....is disgusting. psychology of motivation. is it bad, when i am not even motivated to go to class? my teacher is mr. magoo and none of us can understand him. today in class he was talking about the hedonic contrast theory. and for initially positive reinforcement, turned negative at the ending baseline (look i did kinda pay attention) he was talking about gambling....for about 5 straight minutes. and about 1 minute into his speil i yell out "what about prostitution!! or stripping!" and it took him 4 minutes to realize that the entire class was not laughing at him, but something that i had said. only 10 more days, and 30 more hours of that class.

all in all this year has sucked. which is why i am writing. in hopes that the linquistic gods will somehow point me in the right direction in my soon to be decision making journey.

that's the thing i dread the most. making decisions. it's kind of like that movie sliding doors. one little thing you do in life could change the entire outcome of it. one little thing. life is crazy.

i just want it to be june. and i want to go home. and see my friends that i miss terribly.
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