May 04, 2008 21:17
I was about to check my friends page today when I noticed that xerez had a birthday notice this month. Xerez is Brad. Weird to look back at his lj. I guess I forgot that just because he is dead that his lj still went on. I guess once someone dies their lj doesn't go away. He would have had his birthday near the end of this month. Silly, Brad. We were here to help you, if you would have let us. He should be going to Las Vegas in June with me and Ben. But he's not. I don't know what to think. I wish he would have let someone help him. But he didn't. That is why suicide is a permanent solution. No one can help you once you are dead.
brad